I was talking with some Mums yesterday & one was hanging it on the other & they were laughing. Pretty normal stuff. I am overly serious and after years of my attempted jokes back firing I don't have the confidence to be playful like in conversation anymore. Whether things are as I think I am not sure, my dialogue internally is negative and that, not situations or confrontations with people, is the bigger problem. I have certainly had some reactions from people, but not many, and not enough to leave all bent out of shape.
Have I lost part of me?
The fun lighthearted part?
Where has it gone & can it be coaxed back?
I'd just like the voices in my heard that go over everything I do & say to 'shut up' for a while so I can relax and be me. They don't serve me they harm me and tell me I am not normal, creepy, a pest, a bit weird etc. Enough!
Where is the off switch please?
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